Monday, October 31, 2011

Am I Really Leaving?

I just landed at DCA and as the plane was descending, I couldn't help feeling a bit nostalgic at the idea as I overlook the city lights of this place that means so much to me -- that carries with it so many laughters and tears, hopes and disappointments and dreams -- a place which once I feared of one day leaving, a place where I came to know the Lord, the turning point of my life from one that is dead in sin to one that is alive by the grace of God!

As I land, I know that from here on out, I would be preparing to leave as going to LA was a marker for the next season as I informed my family of my plans and spent time with them.

I felt my heart descended with the plan at the thought of leaving.  I am excited about the prospect of serving the Lord in a different context, but also sad to think of all the things I am saying "Good-bye" to.

Is it really true, am I really leaving?  How do people do it?  How will I do it?

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